I'm 17 years old, and I'm going to marry him someday.
I believe that everyone who comes into your life comes with a reason. It’s no coincidence that I have you. I don’t know if you came to love me forever, or if you have to go. But if you do go, I hope you’ll come back. I hope the reason you came into my life is to be The One to love me forever.
I have the most amazing boyfriend in the world
Today we dropped my brother off at the MTC. I cried so hard when we had to say goodbye to him.
My brother was not perfect, but he’s the best brother I have. He’s the one who taught me how to play guitar, let me drive his truck, loaned me money, took me to concerts, drove me to work, told me Danny was stupid when he hurt me, hung out with me, shared music with me. He’s always been there for me. Even if I never exactly said what was wrong, he always had a stupid joke and contagious smile to cheer me up with.
I’m going to miss him so much - I already do.
I know he is doing the right thing. He belongs there. 2 years is such a short time, I’m just worried about him. I will be everyday.
I am so very proud of him. I hope he has every ounce of strength and courage that he needs, and if not I hope he will be able to find it.
I love you Benji! I’m so proud of you.
Love isn’t perfect. It isn’t a fairytale or a storybook and it doesn’t always come easy. Love is overcoming obstacles, facing challenges, fighting to be together, holding on and never letting go. It is a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define, and impossible to live without. Love is work, but most of all, love is realizing that every hour, every minute, and every second was worth it because you did it together. When you truly care for someone, you don’t look for faults. You don’t look for answers. You don’t look for mistakes. Instead, you fight the mistakes. You accept the faults and you overlook excuses. The measure of love is when you love without measure. There are rare chances that you’ll meet the person you love and who loves you in return. So once you have it, don’t let it go. The chance may never come your way again.
There’s a lot of things we cant do in life. We can’t bring back someone who is gone. We can’t force feelings. We can’t erase memories and we sure as hell can’t go back to the past. But I know there is one thing we can do. We can take that knowledge and learn from it. Cherish every moment you have with someone before it’s too late and they’re gone. Don’t expect feelings to be there and if they are, appreciate it. Memories are good and bad, but the good always outweigh the bad in the end. And if you go back to the past, you’d never learn for the future.